In continuing down my Supernatural!Fic rabbit hole, it was inevitable that I venture into RPF yes?

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updated November 16, 2023

( Jared Padalecki/Jensen Ackles )

Happy half-birthday writcraft! You are one of my very favourite people and I cannot tell you how glad I am to have had the chance to get to know you over the past several years. You are so funny, kind, talented, wicked smart, and a truly wonderful friend. As a token of my sincere affection, I thought I'd gift you this little fucked-up bit of angst, because what better way to show somebody you care than to hurt the characters we both adore? Apparently I'm incapable of gifting somebody a normal fic, but given your love of darker themes, I really hope this hits the spot! Thank you for being an amazing human being and for always being around when I need a friend. ♥

Title: What I Do to You
Author: gracerene
Pairing: Draco/Harry, background Ron/Hermione, mentions of past Harry/Ginny
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: ~9,200
Content/Warnings: Alternating POV, Post-Second War with Voldemort, Auror Training, fucked-up Harry, issues of self-worth, some suicide ideation, PTSD, Harry and Draco are not dealing with their issues well (especially Harry), unhealthy coping mechanisms, Christmas (but not really in a happy way), hate!sex, semi-public!sex, floor!sex, consent issues/dubious consent, anal sex, rough sex, face-fucking, open/ambiguous/angsty ending
Summary: These days, apathy fogs Harry's mind. Malfoy's the only one who makes Harry feel anything at all. Harry doesn't really care that the feelings aren't good ones. He deserves it.

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Notes: Thank you so much to the brilliant firethesound for reacting with enthusiastic grabby hands when I sent her the warnings for this fic and shamelessly begged politely asked if she'd be willing to beta it for me. And thank you as well to the equally brilliant birdsofshore for brit-picking and flailing. ♥

This fic was heavily inspired by Season 6 Buffy and her relationship with Spike. As such, the title for this fic is inspired by the below dialogue:

Spike: Do you even like me?

Buffy: Sometimes.

Spike: But you like what I do to you.

[Spike holds up a pair of handcuffs.]

Spike: Do you trust me?

Buffy: Never.

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updated September 30, 2021

( Castiel/Dean Winchester Recs )

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updated April 16, 2024

( Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester )

This is a list of all of my Inception AU Recs aka fics that are either non-dreamshare or wildly different from canon. Click HERE to get to my canon Inception fic recs!

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updated July 7, 2020

( Arthur/Eames AU Recs )

I re-watched Inception last month and I remember how popular the Arther/Eames ship was awhile ago, so I figured I'd give it a go. I've pretty much been obsessed ever since. There are some awesome fics in this fandom and here are my favorites!

This is a list of all of my Inception Canon Recs aka fics that generally take place in the canon world. Click HERE to get to my non-canon Inception fic recs!

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updated June 24, 2020

( Arthur/Eames Canon Recs )

All my Post-Hogwarts Drarry recs between 50,000+ words.

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updated January 5, 2024

( 50,000+ Words )

All my Post-Hogwarts Drarry recs between 15,000 - 50,000 words.

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updated January 5, 2025

( 15,000 - 50,000 Words )

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updated January 5, 2024

( < 15,000 Words )

This is a post with all of my Draco/Harry AU Recs. In the Notes section of each entry I have different tags, so if you are looking for something specific (like "lawyer!draco" for example) just ctrl+f and enter your tag and it should highlight the relevant entries!

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updated June 15, 2022

( AU: Non-Magical )

( AU: Magical )

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updated August 24, 2023

( Arthur/Merlin Canon Recs More Than 10,000 Words )

(rec repost)

OBSESSED WITH MERLIN. When I first get into a fandom, I much prefer reading Canon AUs, so this is the longest of the rec lists. I still haven't seen season 4/5, so I've got several fics bookmarked that I know take place after those seasons, so definitely more recs to come!

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updated August 31, 2016

( Arthur/Merlin Canon Recs Less Than 10,000 Words )

( Arthur/Merlin/Lancelot )

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Can I just talk about something that bugs me real quick? For me, fics that follow along with canon event in any fandom, are Canon AUs. Because it isn't actually canon, it's canon in an alternate universe of what could happen. Alternatively, fics that take place in the canon world, but don't follow canon events (like in Merlin fics where Merlin never came to Camelot, or grew up with the Druids, etc.) wouldn't be Canon AUs, they'd be Camelot AUs, alternate universes that take place in the Camelot world, but do not follow canon events. But nobody seems to agree with my way of seeing things, and most places refer to the fics in this list as "Canon AUs". C'est la vie.

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updated April 20, 2015

( Arthur/Merlin Camelot AUs )

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updated January 15, 2015

( Arthur/Merlin Modern AUs )

( Threesome Fics )

Have you seen the Kingsman movie? Because it's fucking gold. Colin Firth is lookin' fiiiine, and the actor who plays Eggsy is not only super cute and adorable, but has hella chemistry with Firth. So much cross gen goodness, so much potential for D/s and daddy!kink and all that amazingness. I am ALL about this fandom.

If you haven't seen this movie, I'd totally recommend. Super fun, and while I wish there'd been a few more women, the main women they did have were pretty awesome.

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updated July 22, 2020

( Eggsy/Harry Recs )

( Colin Firth/Taron Egerton RPF )

The newest X-Men movie was awesome and gave me so many Magneto/Professor X feels! So naturally I had to read some fic :D

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updated March 14, 2021

( Erik Lehnsherr/Charles Xavier Recs )

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updated May 25, 2020

( 30,000+ Words )

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updated April 18, 2022

( 15,000 - 30,000 Words )

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updated January 31, 2019

( 0 - 15,000 Words )

I started listening to The Dresden Files book series on audiobook a couple of years ago, and the series has totally hooked me. Each one is better than the last, building on previous plot points, weaving in old and new threads, and generally just being super entertaining. As I usually do when I consume a new piece of awesome media, I went trolling for fic. Here are some of my favorites! :D

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updated November 22, 2022

( Harry Dresden/John Marcone )

( Harry Dresden/The Erlking )